March 2013
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basically this is a reminder that i need to buy these some day
November 2012
1 post
TV hotties
I swear the more I watch TV, the more I begin to think that people who hire some of the guys to be in the show are just doing it to make all us normal women be like….WHERE did you find HIM?
Just a few examples. Well…a girl can only dream.
March 2012
2 posts
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Yum yum yum
Meh, So I feel like everytime I watch Vampire Diaries or any of shows I watch on a regular basis, by the end of the episode I wonder where the heck all the men are like the characters in the show. I mean…..where are they? Gosh, by the end of the episode, I’m like drooling. Why didn’t there parents have more babies that were as beautiful as they were?!?! And of course, being this...
Shorts?
So I’m stuck on my evolution homework. I guess I’m gonna have to go in and ask her for help. That class is killing me. I didn’t know I signed up for a math class. sheesh. I just want tomorrow to be over already. I think I dread Evolution more than Organic Chemistry…thats rough. I’m debating whether or not to go to my psych class tomorrow. We are watching a movie and...
February 2012
7 posts
Sad.
So I’m coming to the realization that my hair truly is getting longer. YAY! So of course today in Orgo, my professor rambled on about different reactions involving aromatic compounds/benzene compounds. I guess I understood? I can only handle so much of her every day.In psych we continued our talk about the comforting changes in the body due to aging. That’s one thing I can wait for....
Another year, another valentines day. Here is the typical part where I state how Valentine’s day makes me depressed and such. I mean, yea..I’m single BUT I’m not sure I would have it any other way right now. If being single means waiting for the right one to come along, then I’ll wait, not patiently but I’ll wait. Snow White said when I was young “One day my...
Stuffy, Sore and Sick
Ugh. I swear I hate being sick. I rarely do get sick, but when I do- I am not a happy camper about it. I dont know what it is but when I get sinus infections, they are always accompanied by an ear infection. Although the doctor didn’t see infections on my ear drums- I really don’t think my ear drums were red from the possible q-tip i used 4 days ago. No doctor- that’s not why...
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More ice cream, please?
So today was crappy. I realize I rarely start my blog off with anything else. I just say So..blah blah blah. kinda weird? Whatevs. Today was back to the regular routine. My orgo teacher is finally back from doing whatever she finds more important than teaching us what we pay her to. Ugh. She’s slightly awful. It’s like we weren’t understanding some of the concepts in the chapters...
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Shoes
So it seems every time a Tuesday or Thursday come around it is near impossible to get up. I mean I’m even not showering in order to sleep in longer. God its disgusting. No, actually its quite amazing. I love waking up, brushing my teeth and not giving a shit who sees me at school. Not dressing to impress or putting on make up for no damn good reason either. Its so much easier not caring...
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Jason Mraz sux.
UGH. So I had another bad day in the world of food for Jen. I finished the other half of the pizza from yesterday. And now here I am again, sitting with like 5 scoops of ice cream. This time I went for the neapolitan…that looks weird to me. I feel like it should be neopolitan. whatevs. So Lets see…psych was another day in psych. my professor laughs at all her own jokes and provided us...
I'm a junkie for bad food.
Ugh.so today was a horrible day for trying to be healthy. I started the day off good with some honey nut cherrios. But after working out and feeling like crap yesterday. I gave in and devoured half of a pizza. And god it was delicious. Theres no pizza like tombstone or red barron. I’m tellin yah. well rosatis is good too. anyways, now at 11:22pm I’m having ice cream. Cookie dough. its...
January 2012
9 posts
Ugh.
So I think right now, I’d rather do anything than go to work at 5. Kinda ticked off that I work. Just because it was my weekend to have off does not necessarily mean I want more hours during the week. Last thing I want is more hours in that hell hole. This week has been pleasant so far. I haven’t had to see my orgo professor once. But what I find super absurd is the fact that we are...
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Sore.
So Yesterday:
Met up with a friend to workout around 1pm. Not really sure what I did before that…oh I highlighted key points in my evolution book. Good job jen. At the fitness center I did my usual treadmill thing for 1.68 miles and then decided to give the mystery machine a try. Well…needless to say it remains a mystery. I have no idea what you are supposed to do on this thing. The...
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So Sleeeppyyy
So, in my blog from yesterday…i missed a key point. So you know how there’s always the Tv shows that show a students lust for a teacher. I can’t say I’ve ever really had that growing up. Most of my teachers were always women, a few men, but then they taught PE and always called me by my last name like a guy. Lovely.Anyways. Until then I’d been deprived of having this...
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Pants in Pairs?
So I’d have to say overall that today was a decent day. Physics was boring as usual. What people wear still tends to confuse me, kimono looking shirts, stupid hats, thongs with ribbons. I mean I’m not here to judge, I’m sure half the time I look like an idiot too. After class, a friend and I headed over to do our work out. This time I brought a towel to throw over the top of the...
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Just another day in the neighborhood.
So it seems like i never get enough sleep. i wake up tired all the time.
I got to Orgo today, sat there and had not a clue what she was talking about…well i mean i understood the reaction and stuff. But did I know why things happened the way they were panning out in the reaction? Not a clue. But I will say I enjoy sitting there before class starts and looking over my notes from the previous...
Tv day.
So of course, after my workout I am completely exhausted. Yet. My mind didnt shut off like it normally did in the past after working out late. So I didn’t sleep well since my mind was floating up above me while running circles. So at about 6:55 a daily alarm went of(which I’m pretty sure I canceled). And then I didnt hear my actual alarm go off. I woke with a panic at 8:09am. and...
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Day 1-Work out.
Well…it happened. Not sure how I feel about the entire experience. But I guess from here it can only get better. Or at least, I hope so. I have to admit, that I really hate working out. It reminds me of how bad of shape my body is in. Already at 21 I’m having issues with my knees. It’s kinda scary actually. How do I make them better? Because every time I run doesn’t seem to...
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The sweet revenge of success
So lately,
I’ve been thinking about my future. And how at this point, I’m still unsure what I will do with my major. And the more it is brought up in everyday life, the more interested I become in genetics. Although it is a difficult subject to understand the outcomes may out weigh the roughness of it. I also thing pathology would be really interesting to go into. I guess my search...
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Neglecting.
So I will have to say I’ve been neglecting my blog. Sorry blog. My last post brought back some rough memories. Of course I chose the path that lead to rejection. Always second best. But then, what else is new? Whatever, water under the bridge, dust off the shoulder. My main priority is school and it will remain that way. Except I’ve come to the conclusion that I am not going to be 21...
October 2011
1 post
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One and Only
Haven’t been here in a while. and I guess that’s because I found myself at a fork in the road. And it seems like the decision of left or right is going to be harder than imagined. Either way chosen, could lead to potential hurt. One way, I keep up the fake smile and continue my life wondering what if? The other way, I put it all out there and see how the world reacts to me. Either way,...
September 2011
3 posts
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ugh
So starting with the bad of yesterday… After work I came out to my car and…..oh it didn’t want to shift out of park. at all. like its locked. I had to have my dad come pick me up from work and had to leave my car there overnight in the stupid parking lot. awesome. So I’m having a friend come try to help me with it today…but its fricken raining now. I hope it stops...
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Defriended-Angry Jen
So I’m kinda uber mad right now. A friend I have been long-distance friends with since I was 16 has defriended me on facebook. Why-you ask? Well we go way back. But a year or a little more ago- he got married. And I’ll say his wife has never been fond of me- which to me really makes no sense because I would talk to her when he was overseas and I would talk about the two of them coming...
Hmm
So today I visited my grandpa with my parents, and went to lunch. Yay for french toast. After lunch, back at his house- I took a little exploration upstairs. I saw all these boxes that were labeled “granddaughters” and with curiosity I took a peek in the top box and found my grandmas bowling ball. For sh**s and giggles I tried to see if it fit. I mean its probably 12lbs(I usually use...
August 2011
18 posts
Organic Chemis....third flooor!!!
So today I have Organic Chem. Wah. Not only am I starting my fall semester off with that…but it also is on the freaking 3rd floor…and I cant be lazy and go in the elevator. Come on Jen! Exercise=stairs! So I have lab today at 1:15 too but I dont have my lab manual yet..yeah I’m one of those students. But I swear I’ll be buying it once I get paid. Then after lab I have to...
School starts when..?
So Monday is the big day. I can’t say that I’m ready for school. Crap I still need notebooks and all that junk. I’m hoping I won’t have too big of an issue with the classes I’ve selected.I’m pretty nervous. Thankfully I already know some people who will be in my classes. Yay.Ugh.I’m broke as a joke thank god this Thursday is payday. Gotta pay off my credit...
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Yep
So its my first full day in St.Louis. My cousin took me to see the St.Louis Zoo, then we had lunch at this place called Blueberry Hill. It was pretty yummy. Then we hit up the mall to see if she could find some jeans. On the way out I noticed we had a flat -_-, Wah wah wah. The lubnuts were on super tight and we both failed to get them off. Thankfully some guy offered to help, then the tire...
St. Louis bound
So in about 7 hours, I’ll be leaving for a trip to St.Louis. Just a couple days, but by myself. Kinda nervous, but very excited. The drive down there is going to blow. Good thing I already prepared all my GLEE Cds. Good news. I bought a new CHI but this one is cobalt blue and its sparkly! YEEE. Caleb’s birthday was today. Oh how I love those little boys. My present got saved for...
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Well..okay then
So I would have to say today tops a lot of other shitty days I’ve had. Let me begin. My day started off quite grand, I may say. I had my first horseback riding lesson in 2 years. I was told I have a solid seat. Yay I didn’t lose that, but that I needed to rebuild my muscles. Wah. That was to be expected though. So I set up a lesson for next Friday. I’m pretty excited to get back into riding. I...
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Insomnia
I feel like I have so much going on in the next few days. I mean I don’t really, but then I do. Tomorrow I have my dressage lesson. Gosh its been about a year since I’ve been in the saddle and its been…almost 2 years since I’ve had a lesson. Sweet lord. I hope my breeches still fit O.o. Uh oh. haha well I’m sure they do. I’m nervous that I have totally lost my...
Untitled
As much as I am not looking forward to school, I’m hoping to meet some new people. Who knows. Maybe I’ll find a new man. Ha like I want that. Well, yes I guess that would be nice, but its not priority. I must get over the last before moving on. And its been 2 months and nada. I made the decision that I couldn’t talk to him anymore and I shouldn’t meet with him to talk some...
Years time
I can’t believe how much things change in a years time. Not just situational changes but also just personal change. I looked back at pictures taken of me from last summer…I look like a baby. or at least I feel like I look a lot younger. And it could be that I wasn’t dying my hair.
From This….To This……
in one year. ONE FREAKING YEAR. Ok now I’m starting...
Rambling
So today is the first day without summer school. well not really cuz we didnt have class on fridays. Anyways, I worked out last night and didnt sleep well. I ended up waking up at 6ish then laying in bed til 7:40ish, got some frosted flakes, then went back to sleep, and finally woke up at 11:40. Now I have 2.5 hours until I have to work. I’m hungry but it seems like we never have food in our...
Freeeee
Today is the day I’ve been waiting for all summer! I’m finally done with summer class. Yeeeee!!!No more waking up early, no more 4 hour lectures, no more 2 exams a week. Hallelujah!! Now I have a whopping 2 weeks of freedom. Wah. Quite hungry. Later
End of Rhubarb Season.
So, I realized today looking out the window to my back yard that my rhubarb is not really growing anymore. And the end of my rhubarb’s season means one thing, the end of summer. Where has all my time gone? I spent the time before my summer class working full-time. And now I have a review day left and two test days. Then what? I shouldn’t, but I’m going to take a couple days off...
Observation followed by the usual.....Migraine.
So getting up this morning to observe this instructor was quite the task. I got about 5.5 hours of sleep and needless to say it wasn’t enough. But the instructor was really great. She was very high energy, positive energy and seems to have a lot of the same philosophies on the equine industry as I do. She only has four horses though. So that kinda sucks. But shes looking to getting her own...
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So nice of you to drop by....not....maybe....no.
Soooo, I’m wondering if my life is going to continue to have people(in particular, guys) come into my life, then go back out and then second thought come back in. WTF is this. Even if one or two might be total d-bags. No, I don’t want to go to a Brad Paisley concert with you!!! Wait…did he just ask me out to a BP concert? But thats kinda cool. BUT Oh so nice, I haven’t...
Song attached is my new song of summer. I like. So...
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Bird Friend
So I’ve made it a goal of mine to have a bird some day as a pet. Arriving to my house with Jess and Scott, there is a big ass pigeon on my driveway. And I’m like hellz yah I’m gonna go catch that guy! So I wander over and try to corner the poor thing, only to realize……There’s bird food, bread and a bowl of water out here….? The bird doesn’t fly away...
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July 2011
11 posts
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Next year.
There are so many things I want to do in the next year. In the next year I need/want to do the following:
Finish summer school
Buy a newer car
Pierce my cartilage
*Maybe get a tattoo
Take the PCAT
Apply to Pharmacy Schools
Pass my classes
Start horseback riding again-which means buy new riding boots
Possibly paint my room
Go out once I turn 21
Start reading again
And getting a tattoo...
Progress.
So I’m making progress towards my goal. I contacted an instructor I found online, I’m not sure what will happen. I’m going to observe her, hopefully next week, to see if her style is something that will work for me. She does charge $40 for 30min which again I’m hesitant to pay. UGH I have to work in 30 minutes. And I’d rather not. And then after work I will probably...
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So this is something I hear throughout my days at...
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Rah Rah Rah
I remarkably got rid of my migraine last night. I slept through like 4 text messages and a few notifications from my email. But then I woke up feeling extremely exhausted. Don’t you hate that? It’s bogus. I dreamed that my Dad bought Eggos but then arrived to the freezer to realize my hopes had been lost. Then I told him about my dream and how disappointed I had been.
A&P Lab...
BLUEBERRIES!
Too funny. Because I laughed I’m probably going to hell. Ha.
WAH
Why hasn’t someone come up with a cure for migraines yet? Just saying.
